well wishes

you took it all and never gave.
I'd rather save my penny for a rainy-er day,
than to melt in your warmth that won't stay, just play.
so I anticipate.
test my fate.
leave my umbrella at home
for it is but bait.
like wishing for water when I'm deep in the well
indeed, I already fell.
but it's nice down here
in the pit of fear
and I am not afraid.
it is here where the best realities are made...
when all thought of fear does forever fade.

reflecting...

its not your job to break me down
ive got it covered as I stare me down
this reflection will reflect the perfection that's lacking
and instead of retreating I will defeat it and stop slacking
stop stomping on the cracks in the pavement
and chase dreams instead of you
because this heart and i deserve a better view
than blue.